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Signer_FullName: Tamika Florez
Remote Name: 24.215.168.252
Date: Saturday, April 15, 2006
Time: 02:11 PM

Comments

I am a person that lived in south Fallsburg and i was just looking up the small town. Even though I did not know your daughter my heart goes out to you and your family. I am a mother and i could not imagine nor do I want to imagine such a terrible loss. In passing I wish to say God Bless you and your family, and may you continue to have the strength to live life to the fullest.


Signer_FullName: Al-Dan Wyche
Remote Name: 150.199.119.241
Date: Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Time: 01:28 PM

Comments

I knew Amanda when I went to Fallsburg High with her. I am sorry to hear about the loss of Amanda. I know that she was very dear to you and give my condolences. The people who knew Amanda in Fallsburg I am sure truly miss her.


Signer_FullName: mommy
Remote Name: 24.161.77.61
Date: Saturday, March 18, 2006
Time: 07:24 AM

Comments

Well, it's that day again, I miss you so much. Sometimes I just don't know what to say anymore. Today is never the same anymore. Every year that we are apart is like another knife in my heart. The sun is shining today and as always I WILL be there to spend time with you, but it will never be the same for either of us. You were and always will be my heart. FROM THE GROUND TO THE SKY, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.


Signer_FullName: Aunt Randy
Remote Name: 12.31.248.97
Date: Tuesday, February 21, 2006
Time: 12:03 PM

Comments

Well, girl, I guess you already know that Alex got his permit. He hasn't actually asked to drive yet but I'm sure it will come soon. Please keep an eye out for him. We both know that he's pretty responsible but peer pressure is always around and about. Love you and miss you even more. Always..........


Signer_FullName: Chris
Remote Name: 129.33.49.251
Date: Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Time: 03:54 PM

Comments

I guess I still can't believe she's gone. When we were in our early teens she and my sister were best friends. Amanda was like a little sister to me. We teased and tormented each other like only siblings can do. So many fond memories of fun times we had together: watching movies, horsing around in the pool, Sasha having her puppies, chasing the bat around the house on Main St, etc. After the rift formed between Amanda and my sister, we lost contact. I guess I always thought our paths would cross some day and we would be friends again, but unfortunately her time in this world was cut short. Rest in Peace. Know that you are loved and missed!


Signer_FullName: Michelle Cervantes
Remote Name: 63.114.63.142
Date: Friday, February 10, 2006
Time: 05:18 PM

Comments

She is always in my thoughts. I miss her so. i truely love her so.


Signer_FullName: Ila Gerber-Schmidt
Remote Name: 69.160.32.60
Date: Saturday, February 04, 2006
Time: 11:27 PM

Comments

I am the cousin of Amanda's father. We have all lived in California for more than half our lives now. I once went to Disneyland with Ira and Amanda many years ago. I last saw her when she was a little girl. My daughter, Kendall, is now a nursing student. She will be a "natural" I think, much like Amanda was from what I've read. I don't know if you would remember me, Lori. Just wanted to say this. Take good care.


Signer_FullName: samuel jones
Remote Name: 69.92.206.219
Date: Friday, February 03, 2006
Time: 08:28 PM

Comments

my sister Debi was shot and killed. i miss her.


Signer_FullName: Amanda Dingman
Remote Name: 66.255.45.187
Date: Friday, January 27, 2006
Time: 02:52 PM

Comments

that is so sad. i read it and cried. i hope you guys are doing swell now !!!!!!!!!!!!


Signer_FullName: Ginger
Remote Name: 151.202.192.4
Date: Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Time: 04:52 PM

Comments

Missed every day


Signer_FullName: Patricia Dorta
Remote Name: 24.161.110.98
Date: Friday, January 20, 2006
Time: 10:14 PM

Comments

I know you don't know me but I am your cousin mikal's girlfriend. we have been together for about 7 months. In those 7 months, we have discussed you, and how close you two were. The more I learn about you the closer I feel towards you, even though we never met?! A little strange, but very sincere. I just wanted to tell you no one will ever take your place, with your family, the love that is expressed through them is what makes me feel like I know you, especially when mikal is the one expressing the love. As much as i love him, when he hurts, i hurt. so you can understand how i feel you even though we never met. I promise to be here for mikal and all the good and bad things he goes through. I just thought that i should make this promise to you, knowing how much you and him loved each other. I also wanted to ask you to please look out for him and help him find what makes him happiest in life. He needs you now more then ever, To find his happiness. I promise to follow whatever lead you give to help out. We love you very much.


Signer_FullName: Patricia Dorta
Remote Name: 24.161.110.98
Date: Friday, January 20, 2006
Time: 09:33 PM

Comments

I didn't know her in person, but through the love of her family i have learned enough to know that she was an amazing person. I would like have been able to have crossed paths with. through her family i feel that i have. I will pray to her star everyday. And even though we never met, i will always hold a special place in my heart for Amanda


Signer_FullName: Ginger Levner
Remote Name: 151.202.192.4
Date: Thursday, January 19, 2006
Time: 04:29 PM

Comments

Thought of every day!


Signer_FullName: Aunt Randy
Remote Name: 12.31.248.97
Date: Thursday, January 12, 2006
Time: 12:13 PM

Comments

Hey sweetie: I just needed to speak to you today and this is the only outlet that I have. You've been on mind so much lately. It almost seems like you are trying to tell me something. I wish you could tell me something, anything!! My love is always with you and you are always in my heart.


Signer_FullName: mommy
Remote Name: 24.161.74.198
Date: Saturday, December 31, 2005
Time: 07:58 PM

Comments

Hey baby, it's new years eve again and I can't call you to wish to be happy. I'm tired. I miss you so much that it hurts. I love you from the ground to the sky, ALWAYS. See you tomorrow. mommy


Signer_FullName: Nell
Remote Name: 209.215.39.22
Date: Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Time: 10:13 AM

Comments

God bless you. I know it takes such great will to keep on without something so precious in your life. You must always remember she will always be in your heart.


Signer_FullName: Laurie from Canada
Remote Name: 70.72.132.67
Date: Thursday, December 15, 2005
Time: 09:53 PM

Comments

My heart breaks for you. Every day I thank God for my little girl. I am so lucky, I wish I could help you. A hug from me to you, Amanda's Mom.


Signer_FullName: Aunt Randy
Remote Name: 12.31.248.97
Date: Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Time: 11:44 AM

Comments

Hey there sweetie. Well, today is 5 years that we laid you to rest and I still can't believe it. I don't know how the time has passed so quickly. I also don't believe that the pain hasn't lessened at all. I can still remember our last phone conversation, the phone call I got saying you hadn't gone back home and then, the call that I'll never forget as long as I live. Even though those 2 punks are in prison and will be for the remainder of their lives, it just doesn't seem like it's enough. They are still around and you aren't. How unfair this world is. I'll love you always and miss you even more. Until the next time, watch over us all.


Signer_FullName: donna rae robitaille
Remote Name: 24.161.75.169
Date: Friday, December 02, 2005
Time: 02:02 AM

Comments

I was Amanda's elementary school physical education (PE) teacher @ the Benjamin Cosor elementary school in Fallsburg, NY. I was in inexplicable shock @ the news of her senseless & horrific death. Amanda was a good & caring student, very positive - always doing her best. I was also Amanda's Aunt Randy's PE teacher in elementary school & taught her brother Ian & her cousins Alex, Matt & Jesse. I had the good fortune to have had Amanda's Mom, Lorri, substitute-teach with me when a PE person was absent. These experiences afforded me the opportunities to appreciate the influences surrounding, and, at times, bombarding Amanda. It is no wonder, Lorri, that Amanda became such a compassionate & insightful young woman. May the Lord's higher spirit continue to guide those who have known or who have learned of her selfless & tenacious spirit & may this guidance be directed at the challenges upon which Amanda would have set her sights. Taking strength from Amanda's perseverance should meet defeat the challenges. Take strength in the Lord.


Signer_FullName: mom
Remote Name: 24.161.74.198
Date: Monday, November 28, 2005
Time: 09:45 PM

Comments

It was five years ago today that I last spoke to you or heard your voice. I still can't understand why. Why were you taken away from me and all the other people that love you? How is it possible that you are not here with us? How did five years pass so quickly? Will I always feel lost without you in my life? How much longer do I have to be here without you? When will we get to be together again? Why does it still hurt so bad? I will be over to see you tomorrow with your roses, 23, just like I have been for the last five years. You will always be young and beautiful and the best daughter a mother could have asked for. I miss you so much and love you even more. FROM THE GROUND TO THE SKY. MY MISS AMANDA STARR. As always, mommy


Signer_FullName: mom
Remote Name: 24.161.74.198
Date: Thursday, November 24, 2005
Time: 08:55 AM

Comments

Well, it's holiday season again and I'm here without you. Once again I'm very sad. I miss you terribly. I HATE this season because we can't share it together. Brother is missing you too. We're not going anywhere or doing anything, it's just a shitty day for us all. I hope you like the new Phoo I brought you the other day. I found another one and I'll bring it over on Fri. after my visit with Julie. I think you would like her. She has been a big help to me, but not now. Nothing and no one helps me now, that's just the way it is. I miss you so much it hurts my heart. I'm sad and can't find anything to be glad about. Aunt Randy came in for a couple of days and she cried when she left. She misses you too. We all miss you so much. But none more than me. I will always miss and love you till the day we are together again. FROM THE GROUND TO THE SKY. I love you - mommy


Signer_FullName: MOM
Remote Name: 24.161.74.198
Date: Tuesday, November 22, 2005
Time: 08:05 PM

Comments

Well, it's Holiday time again and I'm sad. I miss you so much that it hurts all the time. I hope you like the new Phoo I brought you. I found another one and I'll bring it over this weekend. The weather is turning cold and nasty and it started snowing already. But don't you worry you blankets will keep you warm. I've ordered your flowers, 23 white roses. Because to me you will always be my young and beautiful AMANDA STARR. I love you from the ground to the sky. mommy


Signer_FullName: Shannon
Remote Name: 64.75.119.11
Date: Monday, November 21, 2005
Time: 12:34 PM

Comments

Hey Amanda, I just thought that I would say hey again. I had a fun weekend with Ian and your mom. We went to go pick up your Aunt Randy from the airport. What a trip that was. But I met her and she is a wonderful and sweet person. Your mom and her were talking about you and all the funny things that you had done. Also Ian was telling me how you are Derek Jeter's wife? ha ha. I thought that was very funny. He was also telling me some funny things about you. From what I have heard you are a very amazing person and I can definitely understand where you get it from. You have a wonderful mom so look after her.


Signer_FullName: Aunt Randy
Remote Name: 12.31.248.97
Date: Monday, November 14, 2005
Time: 02:07 PM

Comments

Hey there baby. Well, it's that month again and I'm not dealing very well. The birthday thing, the holidays, too much to deal with for me. Going home for the weekend. Not looking forward to it but, as you, we do what we must. I miss you so much it hurts. Keep an eye on bubby and poppy for me. You know, do what you have to do. I love you and miss you even more. Always, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName: mom
Remote Name: 24.161.74.198
Date: Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Time: 05:56 PM

Comments

Hi sweety, thinking about you and missing you as always. from the ground to the sky. love you always and forever.


Signer_FullName: Seth Madnick
Remote Name: 152.163.100.9
Date: Saturday, October 08, 2005
Time: 01:57 PM

Comments

Hey Amanda. We really missed you this year at our 10yr class reunion. You were definitely in our thoughts. Your mom should have gotten the thing we all signed and wrote messages to you. And Lorri, my family's thoughts and prayers are with you always.


Signer_FullName: Liz Eden
Remote Name: 165.228.131.11
Date: Thursday, October 06, 2005
Time: 11:22 PM

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Signer_FullName: Elia
Remote Name: 207.200.116.8
Date: Friday, September 16, 2005
Time: 10:38 PM

Comments

So did you get a good laugh from that one? Your brother over here was bugging me to look for candles for the boys cake. I know it's Poppy and not poopy.... aw manda shiuuuut up! He he he. That was funny though. Totally embarrassing, but funny. Love ya lots


Signer_FullName: Elia
Remote Name: 207.200.116.8
Date: Friday, September 16, 2005
Time: 10:26 PM

Comments

Hey you. It's been a year since I last wrote you. "your boys" were about to be 5. Well, they're 6 today! They're getting so big. They're in 1st grade. This is the first year that they're not together. They were together at a daycare, with a babysitter, pre-school & Kindergarten. They seem to be doing fine....so far. Emilio started Junior High. Can you believe that? He actually likes it. Hey how do you like his teeth? They finally came in! Ha-ha. Brenda will be in High school next year. The boys and I got to go back to N.Y. with Brian the last week of August. They had a blast staying with Gramma Lorri and Grandpa Roger. They absolutely adore Ian. He's a great young man!!! I know you must be very proud. I really enjoyed getting to know Poopy and Bubby. They're wonderful people. I felt just like part of the family :-) As always, our thoughts and prayers are with you! We love you and miss you. Today , Tomorrow and Forever!!! Elia, Brian, Brenda, Emilio, Christian, & Mathew


Signer_FullName: Cara Buffalino
Remote Name: 68.175.42.78
Date: Monday, August 15, 2005
Time: 02:58 PM

Comments

Hi. This weekend we had our 10-year high school reunion and you were surely missed. Roxanne had a beautiful idea of having everyone write messages to you, I am sure she will get it to your family. We also made one for Jessica Fuson and Brian Sabinsky. You were all missed dearly. Hoping you all had a little reunion of your own up there. :) Cara


Signer_FullName: Sherrlyn Davis
Remote Name: 66.25.255.98
Date: Sunday, July 17, 2005
Time: 12:26 AM

Comments

My prayers are with the family and friends of Amanda. God keep your hands upon the family and friends of Amanda that they will find peace and comfort with you. I know all to well the emptiness that you feel, as I to lost my husband of 16 yrs and the father to our 2 precious children to a 14 yr old scum kid named Damian Wiltz in Port Arthur TX to murder. It too was during a car jacking. Rest In Peace Amanda.


Signer_FullName: Shannon Hauser
Remote Name: 63.246.200.152
Date: Thursday, July 14, 2005
Time: 10:24 PM

Comments

Amanda I have heard so many nice things about you and I can tell that u meant the world to everyone. And I wish that I could have met you. But I know for a fact that u are the brightest star in everyone's sky. And I know that u have a big effect on Ian and u mean the world to him. He told me that you raised him and I must say that you did a fantastic job because I have never been so in love before. But I thank you and your mom for that. Your mom Lorri loves you with all of her heart. Thru out the whole house there are pictures of you and she speaks highly of you. Lorri is a wonderful person so please look over her and Ian, they really love you. Like I said I wish that I could have met you but all I can do is pray. In 2003 my cousin Anastacia passed away in a car accident and she was only 18 and I pray for her every nite and I do for you too. My condolences to your family


Signer_FullName: ian brooks
Remote Name: 24.161.72.236
Date: Thursday, July 14, 2005
Time: 08:54 PM

Comments

its been so long since i've written and it hurts me to realize that i haven't but the fact is that i've only had one person who was by my side no matter what the situation and now that i'm 16 and i need you more then ever to help me through all that i'm goin through you cant be because you were taken from me and every day i think about how different my life would be if you were still here. mom cant be here for me any more dad doesn't know how and the only person who loves me like you did is the girl that i'm goin out with and no one can accept that. if you were here i could explain that to anyone but i'm powerless without you and it hurts. sister i need you so much and you cant be here. it hurts to go to your grave because you were put here to help people and you cant do your job. countless people have missed out on love that should have been spread and its because of a joy ride. i hear people talk about their sister saying how much they hate each other and then i tell them my story and the two become one. all i want to say sister is that even though i might not go to see you or i don't write to u i think about you all the time. i love you and that will NEVER change because its the one thing that can never be taken away from me. love u and hope one day i can see your face again because my scenery is too blank with out it. love your little brother ian


Signer_FullName: Matt
Remote Name: 66.93.37.118
Date: Friday, July 08, 2005
Time: 01:06 PM

Comments

I am very sorry about this senseless death. Your family is in my prayers. May Amanda always live on in your memories.


Signer_FullName: Amanda Gerber
Remote Name: 152.163.100.9
Date: Wednesday, June 08, 2005
Time: 12:47 PM

Comments

What a horrible tragedy. This web site caught my eye because I have the same name. I also noticed a third Amanda Gerber also visited your page. My condolences to your family.


Signer_FullName: Jennifer MacDonald
Remote Name: 207.200.116.8
Date: Thursday, May 19, 2005
Time: 10:07 PM

Comments

You are in my prayers.


Signer_FullName: matt
Remote Name: 24.161.72.236
Date: Thursday, May 19, 2005
Time: 09:01 PM

Comments

I've read a lot of these entries and every nice thing said is true, its a shame that u are no longer here with us physically to enjoy the moments like mikal getting thought school, my mother losing weight, your brother somewhat becoming a man, me getting my first job. it saddens me to know that we wont be seeing each other again and the pain of that is unbearable. its hurts every day looking at a picture of u and knowing that there will never be another. you know u will always be missed and loved by not only friends and family but even acquaintances who u just left some of ur mark on - there are people praying for you who don't even know u and that's special. good night


Signer_FullName: antonio
Remote Name: 24.239.183.28
Date: Sunday, May 15, 2005
Time: 11:25 AM

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Signer_FullName: Kimberly Hagey
Remote Name: 68.228.54.217
Date: Wednesday, April 27, 2005
Time: 01:23 PM

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Signer_FullName: mom
Remote Name: 24.161.72.168
Date: Saturday, April 23, 2005
Time: 02:45 PM

Comments

hey sweetie, got my computer up and running again so i thought i'd drop a message. I miss you all the time. You will forever be my STARR! LOVE YOU FROM THE GROUND TO THE SKY


Signer_FullName: mikal sheiner
Remote Name: 67.141.150.156
Date: Thursday, March 17, 2005
Time: 07:55 PM

Comments

i know its early but happy birthday i love you and MISS you even more


Signer_FullName: Aunt Randy
Remote Name: 12.31.248.97
Date: Wednesday, February 23, 2005
Time: 01:24 PM

Comments

I'd like to thank all of you who have visited this site and have left messages. We greatly appreciate all of your well wishes. As we all know, nothing will ever bring our Amanda back to us but knowing that she touched so many has comforted us in ways you just can't imagine. I would really like to know about the Fallsburg Class reunion when it happens. Please keep us posted on what you do for those not with you anymore. Amanda, I love you and miss you even more. My heart still aches when I think about what happened to you but I am comforted knowing you are in a safer place than we will ever be. Love you honey. Watch over bubby and poppy. You were their world.


Signer_FullName: erwin c.
Remote Name: 210.5.82.12
Date: Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Time: 12:33 AM

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Signer_FullName: Kathy Chisholm, R.N. Artificial Heart--UMC
Remote Name: 198.60.159.10
Date: Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Time: 03:31 PM

Comments

Please know that those of us who worked with Amanda will be forever touched for having known her. Her kindness and friendship will be remembered always.


Signer_FullName: shirreene tolliver
Remote Name: 4.11.147.74
Date: Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Time: 03:19 PM

Comments

I heard about Amanda. I am only fifteen. and i almost cried when i heard about her. my heart goes out to all the family and what you have went threw. Sincerely shirreene.


Signer_FullName: andra roig
Remote Name: 208.195.236.21
Date: Monday, November 29, 2004
Time: 02:14 PM

Comments

When i found out my heart erupted. I had no clue this happened four years ago. I am so sorry. I have read up on those animals that did this. I am in a state of anger, shock, and sadness. Amanda was one of the most focused, sweetest, kindest girls in our class. I will never ever forget her


Signer_FullName: Roxanne Newmark
Remote Name: 216.36.103.234
Date: Tuesday, November 09, 2004
Time: 02:15 PM

Comments

Hi. I was a classmate of Amanda's at Fallsburg High School, Class of 1995. I learned of Amanda's fate not long after it happened. Myself and others from our class shared memories and prayers on behalf of Amanda. We are planning a class reunion for August of 2005. I will hopefully arranging for some time to be set aside during the reunion to honor her and another classmate who is no longer with us. God Bless Amanda.


Signer_FullName: Debi Jones
Remote Name: 24.162.226.180
Date: Monday, October 25, 2004
Time: 01:01 PM

Comments

I have been doing research on victims of violent crime, and just read about Amanda. My heart goes out to you. Sincerely, Debi


Signer_FullName: Paul A. Carocci
Remote Name: 66.208.234.114
Date: Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Time: 04:00 PM

Comments

May God be with you


Signer_FullName: Jill Wenger
Remote Name: 64.235.143.42
Date: Friday, September 24, 2004
Time: 09:20 PM

Comments

My heart goes out to Amanda's family and friends. She will live on through the memories of all of you. May you see the sun shine through the clouds.


Signer_FullName: bill
Remote Name: 198.81.26.9
Date: Thursday, September 23, 2004
Time: 08:07 PM

Comments

God bless you all - I lost my 17 yr old son to a callous cowardly killer on 03-01-04 and I can feel the pain


Signer_FullName: Elia
Remote Name: 198.81.26.9
Date: Wednesday, September 15, 2004
Time: 12:42 AM

Comments

Let's try this again. I wrote last night but for some reason it didn't go through. So "your boys" will be 5 years old in 2 days, man time sure flies by. They began kindergarten last Thursday and Christian already missed Monday! 12 stitches! Like father like son, boys will be boys. I think I almost got to see that vein on Brian you always made fun about (he was hollering for the car keys). At least he didn't freeze like me when Mathew got stitches in NY and Kippy had to come clean him up before we took off to the ER. Brenda got stitches on her tongue in June to remove a little tumor (but of course you already new all that). So the only one left in this house to get stitches is Emilio. So what do you think about your big brothers salt and pepper head? Ha ha. Sexy, isn't it? :-) If I keep texting him with 911 for stupid things like a big ol' school bus rear ending me while I was completely stopped and I was pretty shaken up, 2 days after his first born son puts his leg through a glass window, he will be completely white by the time he hits 40! Ok enough poking fun at the old man. I'll talk you later. We'll love and miss you for ever. Please keep looking after us. Elia, Brian, Brenda, Emilio, Christian, & Mathew


Signer_FullName: Elia
Remote Name: 198.81.26.9
Date: Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Time: 01:48 AM

Comments

Hey Amanda! So "your boys" will be 5 years old in 3 days, well, it's almost midnight, so I guess it will be in 2 days. They started kindergarten last Thursday and Christian already missed today. He got 12 stitches right above his ankle yesterday (boys will be boys, like father like son) Brian was a mess (the way I was when Mathew got his stitches in NY and Kippy had to come clean him up. I was so scared i just froze). Actually I think your brother was worse. I might have even seen that vein of his you always made fun of when he was hollering for the car keys. Brenda got stitches on her tongue to remove that little tumor, but of course you already new all that. So the only one left in this house to get stitches is Emilio. I hope he waits a while for that ER visit. So have you noticed how gray your big brother is getting? Sexy isn't it? Ha ha. Well I'll talk to you later. We love you and miss you! Elia, Brian, Brenda, Emilio, Christian & Mathew


Signer_FullName: Lana Green
Remote Name: 24.56.181.126
Date: Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Time: 05:34 PM

Comments

To the family of Amanda, I am so sorry you had to lose your daughter to such a horrible crime. My heart goes out to you and yours. I know how you feel as I lost my 23 yr old daughter to domestic violence. I cry still almost every day since then. I miss her very much, as I know you miss Amanda. God bless and keep you sane. Lana


Signer_FullName: Paula
Remote Name: 64.12.116.13
Date: Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Time: 11:52 PM

Comments

Hey , just thinking of you Amanda , your mom and everyone. You will always be a shining starr. @->---


Signer_FullName: latoya
Remote Name: 68.107.141.82
Date: Tuesday, June 08, 2004
Time: 06:31 AM

Comments

i am so sorry for your loss. words can not express my sympathy.


Signer_FullName: Amanda Renea Gerber
Remote Name: 206.82.16.34
Date: Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Time: 07:32 AM

Comments

hey i am deeply sorry about her. i saw this b/c i have same name as her. i was born 3/12/88. R.I.P Amanda R. Gerber


Signer_FullName: Aunt Randy
Remote Name: 63.125.26.131
Date: Monday, April 26, 2004
Time: 06:24 AM

Comments

Well, I know you were with us in spirit at the Bat Mitzvah this past weekend but I would have so loved to have had you there instead. It was very hard on Bubby. She misses you so much. She still can't talk about it. I finally got her to talk to me a little bit but she has so much more to get out. Watch over her and Poppy. They love you and miss you so much. As we all do. All my love today and always. Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName: Karen Foster
Remote Name: 195.92.168.178
Date: Saturday, February 21, 2004
Time: 02:16 PM

Comments

Your tribute to beautiful Amanda made me weep. I cannot understand what makes people behave with such evilness. Amanda was a wonderful, caring and exceptional person and you will always be proud of her. You are so strong, much stronger than you think and my heart is with you all.


Signer_FullName: julius small
Remote Name: 199.217.136.170
Date: Tuesday, February 17, 2004
Time: 09:16 AM

Comments

sorry for the loss. Words cannot express my sympathy and empathy. I buried my baby sister on her 18th birthday


Signer_FullName: Amanda M. Jobe
Remote Name: 65.68.183.23
Date: Monday, February 16, 2004
Time: 03:59 PM

Comments

First of all, I'm very sorry for your loss. My dad passed away when he was only 56, so I know how it feels to lose someone so special at such a young age. And second, I can't believe that I'm not the only Amanda Gerber in the world. Jobe is my married name. But for 24 years I was Amanda Marie Gerber.


Signer_FullName: Misty Byerly
Remote Name: 152.163.253.39
Date: Monday, December 29, 2003
Time: 08:18 AM

Comments

Id like to say I am so sorry for the loss of your Amanda. I hope the trial went or will go well for the family!


Signer_FullName: Aunt Randy
Remote Name: 63.125.26.131
Date: Tuesday, August 26, 2003
Time: 01:24 PM

Comments

Hey Man, I bought your favorite movie and watched it the other night. I've seen it many times before but I cried my eyes out for some reason. Maybe being alone and just having too much time to think. Alex was given a social studies assignment and was flipping out about it last night. They have to study a particular state. Yes, he was given AZ. I told him that I would talk to the teacher and get another state assigned to him but he decided that he has to deal. He is our male Amanda. So much like you it's scary at times. But, all in all, he makes me as proud as you did. Love you and miss you even more. Always, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName: Mom
Remote Name: 24.161.74.209
Date: Thursday, June 05, 2003
Time: 04:35 PM

Comments

Well honey, your garden is just about finished. I added some more flowers today because it was missing something. YOU. I hope you like it, it's almost as beautiful as you are (but not quite). I'm doing a little better these days, now that the trial is over. Know that a day does not go by when I talk about you and some of the silly things we used to do. I miss those days, a lot. I think of you every day and you are always in my heart. One day we will see each other again, that I promise you. I love you from the ground to the sky. mommy


Signer_FullName: Brian Brooks
Remote Name: 206.111.91.130
Date: Monday, June 02, 2003
Time: 05:27 PM

Comments


Signer_FullName: Elia
Remote Name: 65.223.49.140
Date: Monday, June 02, 2003
Time: 02:28 PM

Comments

It has been a year and 8 months since I've written. That doesn't mean I have forgotten you. I watch the "movie" when i want to feel closer to you and i talk to you all the time. especially when I'm riding in my car. Once in a while I can swear you are kicking my seat from behind (I told mom about that when she came ). You'll be happy to know that "your boys" are starting to dress different. Being the same is no longer a big deal for them. They got to wear one of the last things you bought them in December. They grew out of them quick!!! They took pictures with Santa in that outfit. (Pooh and Blues Clues overalls). One day when I was watching the video, one of the boys,( I don't remember which one), said (while pointing at the t.v.) "granmma Lorie". I never noticed the resemblance in the picture of you on the carousel and mom, but my son sure did. I hope you liked your balloons. I could only fit 14 in my car. We totally sang of key huh? ha ha ha. Well know that we love you and are always thinking of you.

- Elia, Brian, Brenda, Emilio, Christian & Mathew


Signer_FullName: Katy
Remote Name: 63.224.158.113
Date: Tuesday, May 27, 2003
Time: 02:47 PM

Comments

I never was blessed to know Amanda, but I went to school with someone who did, and I saw all the lives she touched. Just from hearing about her, I know she was a wonderful person and never will be forgotten. I'm truly sorry for your loss, and can only offer my sympathy in dealing with such a tragedy.


Signer_FullName: Aunt Randy
Remote Name: 63.125.26.131
Date: Thursday, May 22, 2003
Time: 08:41 AM

Comments

Well, honey, it's finally over. Now you can rest in peace. They will never do this to anyone else ever. We didn't get what we wanted, which was for you to come home but I think we all knew that. You will always be at home in my heart. Love you always, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName: Aunt Randy
Remote Name: 63.125.26.131
Date: Friday, April 25, 2003
Time: 07:14 AM

Comments

Just wanted to say I love you and miss you. You know.......Always, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName: Mom
Remote Name: 24.161.74.209
Date: Wednesday, March 19, 2003
Time: 08:28 PM

Comments

Yesterday went by in a daze. I miss you so terribly. I hope you like the roses, 23 just like always. You will always be my young and most beautiful girl. I love you from the ground to the sky. mommy


Signer_FullName: Aunt Randy
Remote Name: 12.31.248.99
Date: Monday, March 17, 2003
Time: 11:42 AM

Comments

Hey Man. Having a really bad day today. You know, the time of year. I really hate St. Patty's day. Always has reminded me of you. Well tomorrow would have been 26 for you. I know you are as young and as beautiful as ever. I miss you so very much. All my love for you is in my heart. Always, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName: Carol
Remote Name: 152.163.188.8
Date: Sunday, March 09, 2003
Time: 05:48 PM

Comments

I am so sorry for your loss. This site is a new one for me and I clicked on Amanda's web site because she was murdered close to the time that our 26 year old son was murdered. It looks like having a web page could be a comfort. As you know, it's a daily effort to keep my head above water. God Bless you and your family! Our son, Andy, left me, his Dad and four siblings. Thank you for letting me get a glimpse of Amanda and the wonderful, caring person she was. Sincerely, Carol


Signer_FullName: crystal hawkins
Remote Name: 152.163.195.208
Date: Friday, February 07, 2003
Time: 09:24 PM

Comments

i am so sorry for your loss. god bless you all.


Signer_FullName: Karey snyder
Remote Name: 24.221.133.3
Date: Friday, January 31, 2003
Time: 01:27 PM

Comments

I'm really sorry for you about Amanda. I'm glad that they put that guy that murdered amanda on death row. amanda shouldn't have died like that. BEST WISHES


Signer_FullName: Mimi
Remote Name: 198.81.26.107
Date: Sunday, January 26, 2003
Time: 11:32 AM

Comments

Dear Amanda's Family
 I had to say I hope my last letter when thru or not. You're all in my prayers and HEART.

Love Mimi R.R.


Signer_FullName: Mimi R.R.
Remote Name: 198.81.26.107
Date: Sunday, January 26, 2003
Time: 11:24 AM

Comments

Dear Amanda Family With sorrow in my heart, a lump in my throat to say how deeply sorry I am.

M.R.R.


Signer_FullName: Aunt Randy
Remote Name: 63.125.26.131
Date: Friday, January 17, 2003
Time: 12:50 PM

Comments

Well, I haven't been on this site for a bit and I haven't looked at the newspapers at all but knowing that the sentencing is going on, I had to. It has all come back to me like it was yesterday and I miss you more then ever. I promise Man, I'll never let them forget who you were. I'm so sorry you had to be so afraid. I love you and will always keep you with me in my heart. Always, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName: Bruce Erickson
Remote Name: 66.87.184.65
Date: Friday, January 17, 2003
Time: 07:23 AM

Comments

I needed to put a face to Amanda's name as I read about the trial. I offer my heartfelt sympathy.


Signer_FullName: ian ur lil bro
Remote Name: 24.169.129.48
Date: Thursday, January 09, 2003
Time: 09:36 PM

Comments

hey sis i was just thinkin bout u and i just wanted to say hi and see what up. im sorry this cant be that long but i got to go to sleep so mom doesnt get mad so ill try to write back asap so ill se u later ight. with all the love in the world ian ur lil bro i love u


Signer_FullName: Stephen Fitzpatrick
Remote Name: 205.188.208.43
Date: Wednesday, December 18, 2002
Time: 01:00 AM

Comments

I am sorry to read about your loss on the Victim's Voices website. What a senseless ending to such a meaningful life. Amanda seemed to be such a caring person for others. I have a couple things in common with Amanda as I have been a nurse for 16 years. About 10 years ago, I too was car-jacked on my home from church in Indiana. The difference is I am here to tell you about it. May God grant you strength and peace as you continue on the journey of life. Keep Amanda's voice aloud. She must be heard. Stephen Fitzpatrick


Signer_FullName: yor litta bro
Remote Name: 24.169.129.48
Date: Friday, December 06, 2002
Time: 09:02 PM

Comments

yo sis i havnt spoken to u in a madd long time so i just wanted to catch up on time i havent spoken to u since im like 11 or 12 and im now gonna be 14 so i figured i would say whats up and let u know that im doin good and that bubby and pop moved in with us. pop isnt doin too good so when he gets up there u take good care of him ight. i just wanted u to know that i love u more than anything in this world and even tho ur gone what we once had will forever remain in my hart. love u so much ill catch u up a later bye love u alwayz your bro alwayz and forever ian 12/7/02


Signer_FullName: Aslam Rasoolpuri Advocate  Pakistan
Remote Name: 203.135.61.226
Date: Tuesday, November 19, 2002
Time: 06:06 PM

Comments

Very sorry. It is worst incident for your family. My good wishes are with you.


Signer_FullName: thomas frei
Signer_Email: briteliteon42@hotmail.com
Remote Name: 62.167.255.43
Date: Wednesday, November 13, 2002
Time: 09:58 AM

Comments

I hope the murder will sit the rest of their life in jail


Signer_FullName: thomas frei
Remote Name: 62.167.255.43
Date: Wednesday, November 13, 2002
Time: 09:56 AM

Comments

I hope the murder will sit the rest of their life in jail


Signer_FullName: Aunt Randy
Remote Name: 63.125.26.132
Date: Monday, November 11, 2002
Time: 06:53 AM

Comments

Hey, Man. Missed you again this weekend. Still waiting for that card to giggle at. Watch over Poppy for us. We all love you and miss you more then you'll ever know. Always, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName: Veronica Allison
Remote Name: 67.225.116.189
Date: Thursday, September 19, 2002
Time: 08:29 PM

Comments

My son was murdered for his disability benefits. His birthday was March 4, 1971. He died November 18,2000. The similar dates attracted me to your Amanda's site. The pain is unbearable. Your tribute to this bright hard working young woman shows her spirit. Thanks


Signer_FullName: Jessica Hiltabidel
Remote Name:
128.220.196.65
Date:
Saturday, September 14, 2002
Time:
10:30 PM

Comments

Hi Lori, It's me, Jess, Michelle's niece. This is the first time I have visited the web-site. I just want you to know, as well as the rest of your family to know, that I will never forget. Amanda was an absolute gem.


Signer_FullName: Aleah
Remote Name: 152.163.188.8
Date:
Friday, September 13, 2002
Time:
09:13 PM

Comments

I just wanted to say that I cannot possibly imagine your pain or the horror that you have been through. I hope that you will find peace though.


Signer_FullName: Paula
Remote Name:
205.188.208.102
Date: Thursday, September 12, 2002
Time:
10:55 AM

Comments

Just thinking of you. Shine on , Amanda. Shine bright for us all.


Signer_FullName:
Mindy
Remote Name:
152.163.213.206
Date:
Thursday, August 15, 2002
Time:
03:00 AM

Comments

I'm so sorry for what has happened to you & your family - thank you all so much for a constant reminder of a beautiful life.


Signer_FullName:
Tom Verville
Remote Name:
199.46.200.234
Date:
Wednesday, August 14, 2002
Time:
08:04 AM

Comments

A beautiful tribute to Amanda. While I did not know her in life, I am forever grateful for her presence, for without her we still may not know about Dana. As long as I live and breathe, she will be in my prayers with Dana as will you and your family.

God's blessing to you all!

Tom Verville Dana Hall's roommate and part of his family.


Signer_FullName:
Linda Beede
Remote Name:
205.180.71.120
Date:
Tuesday, August 13, 2002
Time:
05:40 PM

Comments

I want to say "Thank you" to Amanda. She brought my son, Dana Hall, back to his family. You see, Dana was car jacked and Murdered by the same 2 monsters as Amanda. Dana went out Nov. 11, 2000 and never returned home. His body was found less than 70 feet from Amanda's. So you see even in death Amanda is still helping people. From the bottom of my heart "Thank you Lorri" for bringing such a beautiful, wonderful, loving caring person into this world. Linda


Signer_FullName:
Aunt Randy
Remote Name:
12.84.238.153
Date:
Monday, July 29, 2002
Time:
05:10 PM

Comments

Amanda, please watch over Mikal. He's so lost without you. You're the only one he looked up to and trusted enough to tell you his problems and listen to your advise. Please give him some direction. I love him dearly and am so afraid for him. I'm afraid for us all lately. I love you and miss you more then you'll ever know. Always, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName:
mike(ya cuz)
Remote Name:
205.188.208.102
Date:
Saturday, July 27, 2002
Time:
09:46 PM

Comments

hey whats up you need to help me out with this problem i have. if you can just let me know what to do. just like befor all this shit happend thanks


Signer_FullName:
LORETTA SMITH
Remote Name:
64.12.96.39
Date:
Thursday, July 18, 2002
Time:
11:19 AM

Comments

I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS I TO LOST MY ONLY BROTHER TO MURDER AND I AM AN RN. IT TAKES A VERY SPECIAL PERSON TO BE A NURSE I AM SO VERY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. LORETTA SMITH


Signer_FullName:
Candace Mills
Remote Name:
205.188.192.172
Date:
Monday, July 15, 2002
Time:
06:17 AM

Comments

Hey. I really miss you,Amanda. There isn't a day that goes by I don't think about you. I knew when they said you were missing there was something wrong. That was out of character for you. I miss seeing you, seeing your smile, and getting french fries. When we worked together on 4nw. You always liked it when I would go down stairs and get some french fries for you. You called me your french fry getter. I wish you were here I would loved to get them for you now. You always teased me about my purse. I carried an eeyore. You always said" you are the only person I know that could carry an ass for a purse and get away with it." I'm writting finally because, I had a very special person die today it was my grammie. Her name is Laura Mae Burchett. She was one of those shining stars just like you. You won't be able to miss her, she has one of the best smiles,polite manners, and she will have the biggest halo with wings. She was just like you. Giving to everyone, helped when needed, and died a very sad death. Amanda, I'm asking you to keep an eye on her for me until I get there to see her and you. My grammie died today July 14,2002 @ 2:32pm. She lived in Crownpoint, Indiana. There is one thing I'm glad about. I'll see you both soon. I love you Amanda. I will never forget you ever. I left UMC, because I couldn't stand being there when you aren't. I even changed careers because of this. My life will never be the same with out you. To the family of your's I wish you all the best. Remember God only takes the very best, including my grammie.


Signer_FullName:
Aunt Randy
Remote Name:
12.31.248.96
Date:
Wednesday, July 10, 2002
Time:
12:04 PM

Comments

Hi sweetie. Haven't been here in awhile. You know why. Love you forever and a day and miss you even more. Always, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName:
matt
Remote Name:
64.75.114.21
Date:
Monday, May 13, 2002
Time:
01:48 PM

Comments

hey as you know i pray to you every night to watch over all of are family and freinds thank you ,i love you very much bye. p.s please watch over bubby and poppy they arent well ,bye


Signer_FullName:
matt
Remote Name:
64.75.114.21
Date:
Monday, May 13, 2002
Time:
01:47 PM

Comments

hey as you know i pray to you every night to watch over all of are family and freinds thank you i love you very much bye. p.s please watch over bubby and poppy they arent well bye


Signer_FullName:
Christine
Remote Name:
206.71.125.80
Date:
Monday, May 06, 2002
Time:
10:13 AM

Comments

The last time I saw you, you were at my house and I was complaining about how Ian and my sisters kept getting me into trouble. All I can say is if only we had known. I was reading letters from Kippy and Aunt Kelly and I suddenly realized how missed you are. We love you Forever and a day. Christine


Signer_FullName:
Christine Hemmer
Remote Name:
206.71.125.80
Date:
Monday, May 06, 2002
Time:
09:49 AM

Comments

Amanda, I hope you are happy in Heaven.


Signer_FullName:
Paula E. Davis
Remote Name:
64.12.103.167
Date:
Monday, April 08, 2002
Time:
12:59 PM

Comments

Memories keep those you love close to you forever.

Just thinking of Amanda and you all .

Love and Peace, Paula


Signer_FullName:
Paula E. Davis
Remote Name:
205.188.197.24
Date:
Sunday, April 07, 2002
Time:
11:21 AM

Comments

Hi sweet Starr, Thinking of you and your family as I often do and this time thought I'd jot a note. I love to read the tribute to you and remember all those old times when your mom and aunts were young and I knew them all. I remember when you born, and when you were little and moved to AZ , and Ted visited you guys. I remember you a little older and back in NY, when your brother was born and you were a sweet young girl . And when my girl was born ... you and a friend made me a list of names for me to choose from . It was faxed to me and SO cute ! I find it once in a while and read every name you made up and now I treasure it. It will eventually find a home in her baby book. I named her Emily Rose .Your mom couldn't have picked a sweeter name for you. Watch over her and all who love you . You are and will always be a Shining Starr. Love and Peace , Paula (an old friend)


Signer_FullName:
Aunt Randy
Remote Name:
12.31.248.96
Date:
Wednesday, April 03, 2002
Time:
06:32 AM

Comments

Hey Man. Just thinking about you, as always, and just wanted to say I love you and miss you. I picked out a card for Aunt Fashi that you would have gotten. She'll enjoy it. Miss you more then anything. All my love, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName:
Armando Soliz Acuna
Remote Name:
172.195.191.22
Date:
Friday, March 22, 2002
Time:
04:27 PM

Comments

Amanda, we love you and miss you. Karolina is 27 months old. You were there when she was born, and held her in your arms. In time, we will tell her about you. She will know what a beautiful person you were. Please watch over her. WE LOVE YOU AND WE WILL NOT FORGET YOU!


Signer_FullName:
Agnes and Don Winchell
Signer_Email:
donwinchell@earthlink.net
Remote Name:
209.178.171.197
Date:
Monday, March 18, 2002
Time:
07:44 PM

Comments

Our heart goes out to Amanda's family and you are in our prayers. We did not know Amanda. This memorial tribute to her life is a lasting memory. We are related to Lisa and Craig Groshen and we live in Southern California.


Signer_FullName:
BAT
Remote Name:
205.188.198.163
Date:
Thursday, March 14, 2002
Time:
08:27 PM

Comments

HEY WHAT'S GOIN ON? I TRIED WRITING TO YOU BEFORE I GUESS IT DIDN'T WORK. JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND IN A WAY FORMALLY INTRODUCE MYSELF. ALSO TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE VERY MUCH LOVED AND MISSED -- I'M SURE YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT THOUGH!! I REALLY WISHED I COULD'VE MET YOU AND HOPE EVERYTHING IS O.K. LOTS OF LOVE


Signer_FullName:
Aunt Randy
Remote Name:
12.31.248.96
Date:
Thursday, March 14, 2002
Time:
07:11 AM

Comments

Amanda, Watch over your mom. She needs your strength right now. This trial is going to be very hard on her. She misses you so very much. Help her get through this sweetie. Love you so very much and miss you even more. All our love, Aunt Randy, Uncle Reese and Cousin Alex.


Signer_FullName:
mike(ya cuz)
Remote Name:
152.163.197.51
Date:
Sunday, March 10, 2002
Time:
05:11 PM

Comments

its been a couple of days since the trial started and i just wanted to let you know that i love you and miss you very much


Signer_FullName:
Aunt Randy
Remote Name:
12.31.248.96
Date:
Thursday, March 07, 2002
Time:
06:51 AM

Comments

Just wanted to say I love you and miss you more then anything. Watch over bubby & poppy. They love you more then you'll ever know. Love you now and always, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName:
matt(cousin)
Remote Name:
216.73.59.132
Date:
Tuesday, March 05, 2002
Time:
08:06 AM

Comments

hey i know i haven't spoken to you in a long time and i just wanted to tell you i love you and miss you


Signer_FullName:
Catherine Egenes
Remote Name:
12.33.158.164
Date:
Thursday, February 28, 2002
Time:
01:05 PM

Comments

I wish you all peace.


Signer_FullName:
Judy Bennett
Remote Name:
205.188.201.147
Date:
Thursday, February 14, 2002
Time:
02:13 PM

Comments

I am sorry for your loss. May God Bless.


Signer_FullName:
SARAH
Remote Name:
63.156.77.159
Date:
Sunday, February 10, 2002
Time:
05:47 PM

Comments


Signer_FullName:
mike
Remote Name:
205.188.192.52
Date:
Wednesday, December 26, 2001
Time:
09:19 AM

Comments

im out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! love ya


Signer_FullName:
mike sheiner
205.188.197.173
Date:
Tuesday, December 25, 2001
Time:
09:27 PM

Comments

hey baby what's up, i guess you know where i going tomorrow so you know what you have to do. so watch over me and batya and keep us safe from all harm. i know your going to go it anyways but i figured i'l just ask! love you very very much


Signer_FullName:
mike(ya cuz)
Remote Name:
152.163.195.186
Date:
Wednesday, December 12, 2001
Time:
07:37 PM

Comments

hey baby how you doin' just stopped by to say hi


Signer_FullName:
Aunt Randy
Remote Name:
12.31.248.96
Date:
Tuesday, December 11, 2001
Time:
11:12 AM

Comments

My Manda. I can't even begin to tell how much I miss you. It's so very hard right now. All these things I want to tell you. I want to see your face so much. I just feel so helpless. There's nothing I can do for you anymore. The only thing I have left to do for you is to make sure they never forget your name. That has become my mission. I promise you, they will never forget who you were. I will make sure of that. I love you so very much and miss you even more. Always, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName:
Aunt Randy
Remote Name:
12.31.248.96
Date:
Tuesday, December 11, 2001
Time:
11:11 AM

Comments

My Manda. I can't even begin to tell how much I miss you. It's so very hard right now. All these things I want to tell you. I want to see your face so much. I just feel so helpless. There's nothing I can do for you anymore. The only thing I have left to do for you is to make sure they never forget your name. That has become my mission. I promise you, they will never forget who you were. I will make sure of that. I love you so very much and miss you even more. Always, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName:
mike (ya cuz)
Remote Name:
205.188.199.163
Date:
Sunday, December 09, 2001
Time:
11:29 PM

Comments

hey whats up just sittin' thinkin' figured i'll stop by and say hi and i love u very much and no matter what ill never forget the times we had and the stuff we talked about and i thank you for always being there for me when i needed it the most


 

Signer_FullName:

Mom

 
Date:

10/30/2001

Comments

My love, how can I tell you what I feel, every day and night. You know because of our connection, but I just can't accept this. The loss of you will never be clear to me. I try really hard but I just can't. There are still days that I go to call you, and then I remember. That is when I scream at the top of my lungs. I know that life goes on, I just don't know how. Forgive me. I love you now and forever, from the ground to the sky. See you soon, Mommy


Signer_FullName:

mike (ya cuz)

 

Date:

10/29/2001

Comments

hey girl just thinkin about you and all the times we had and well you know.... sorry i spazzed out the other day about the ring and the cemetery thing but im not ready for that. well i got to go but before i leave i have just one think to tell you, you know i will always love you so that's not it what i am going to tell u will well u see it i found the one ya know what i mean so i guess i have to GROW UP now too!


Signer_FullName:

Aunt Randy

Date:

10/19/2001

Comments

Haven't been here in awhile. So very sorry. Thinking about you every day. I love you and miss you so very much. Always on my mind. Love you now and forever, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName:

MATT

 

Date:

10/11/2001

Comments

HEY I HAVENT WRITTEN TO YOU IN A WHILE I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU


Signer_FullName:

Elia

 

Date:

10/02/2001

Comments

I haven't visited your site in a long time, I still have a hard time believing. Brian's birthday is coming up and he won't be receiving a card from you, but I know you will be with him. The other day when we were watching the coverage about the tragedy he turned to me and asked, "Now you know who's up there taking care of all those people, right?" It was funny because although I hadn't said anything I was thinking the same thing. The boys have been sick and Christian might have asthma, as you know I too have it and I pray to god (you can help in that department also, but instead of praying do some talking) that he doesn't. Well, we can't satisfy your not wanting "your boys" to be dressed the same this time because as you have seen they have to be and have everything the same! We will love you, think of you, and still make fun of you now and for ever.


Signer_FullName:

matt

 

Date:

09/26/2001

Comments

hello i havent written in a while i just wanted to remind you that i love you and miss you


Signer_FullName:

Raymond Wisnasky

Signer_Email:

rayw82@hotmail.com

Date:

09/20/2001

Comments

I'm sorry to hear about your loss. On the site before I entered the site I noticed that she died on my birthday last year.


Signer_FullName:

efarlough

Date:

09/03/2001

Comments

Amanda was a beautiful girl, i'm sorry for your loss. May GOD bless you and your family. keeping you in my prayers. Donald's Mom


Signer_FullName: Valk
Date: 08/12/2001

Comments

Carjacking is a developing problem in the USA.

Please know that people care, and that many of them are doing all that they can to change the system, and that we TRY to understand victims and relatives as best we can. Such a giving profession is nursing....she had much to give to the world.

Like an old wise man once said, one day, all will be revealed to us. Only then can we know the WHY of it all.

Valk,

from the prodeathpenalty.com message board.


Signer_FullName:

Chris Johnson

Date:

08/12/2001

Comments

I read about Amanda and wanted to pass on my sympathy to you and your family. How very sad. I know nothing or no one will ever replace Amanda in your hearts. May you one day be reunited with her, at the Lord's side. Chris.


Signer_FullName:

Jessica

Date:

08/11/2001

Comments

I am a college student. I am going to be a RN too. I am greatly sorry for your loss. Just continue to pray and keep your faith in god. What really made me think hard about this is her death took place on my birthday. By you sharing your loss, other people may be saved. God bless your family.


Signer_FullName:

Aunt Randy

Date:

07/25/2001

Comments

Hi sweetie. Just wanted to let you know how very much we miss you. Love you always & forever, Aunt Randy, Reese & Alex


Signer_FullName:

CHAN AND KELLY

07/22/2001

Comments

WE LOVE YOU MANDA AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH.


Signer_FullName:

matt

Date:

07/15/2001

Comments

i have not spoken to you in a long time i miss you and love you very much you will always be a star in my heart


Signer_FullName:

 

Date:

07/09/2001

Comments

Dear Amanda, I may not have known you, but I know your family. I know that you will always be with those who love you, and everyone will always have you in their hearts. God Bless and Rest In Peace.


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JEANNIE PATTON

Date:

07/02/2001

Comments

I CRIED BECAUSE I COULD SENSE YOUR ANGUISH AND LOSS. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY. NOTHING I CAN SAY SEEMS RIGHT. I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. I'M SURE YOU'VE HEARD THAT ALREADY BUT IT COMES FROM MY HEART.


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matt

Date:

07/01/2001

Comments

i just wanted to good night i love you


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Hemmer Family

Date:

06/27/2001

Comments

Thank you for watching over Kelly again. We love and miss you and you are always in our thoughts.


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Carolyn Mayfield

Date:

06/26/2001

Comments

I wish to extend my sympathy for your loss. My heart is with you.

Peace, Carolyn Mayfield Forever Kevin's Mom http://www.kevinmayfield.com September 8, 1977 to September 21, 1998 "One Minute's Too Much" ICQ 104607367


Signer_FullName:

matt

Date:

06/26/2001

Comments

hey i just wanted to say hi and i love you


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chan and kelly

 

Date:

06/25/2001

Comments

we love you and miss you very much . you're are always in our thoughts and dreams.


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Howard Holcomb Jr

Date:

06/13/2001

Comments

your site is a beautiful tribute to your daughter. As a stranger to you my words are not adequate in helping you with what you feel. I could only imagine what it's like. I myself have been in medicine all my adult life, I worked at Holy Cross hospital in Nogales and St. Mary's in Tucson , I'm a Respiratory therapist and a nursing student and an Ex-Paramedic I worked in Los Angeles for 12 years. I found a site called Murdervictims.com with the link to your site on it while looking for some information and though you don't know me I will never forget Amanda's story. I believe that as long as you remember someone you love that you keep part of them alive until you see them again. May the Lord keep you and bless you and one day wipe away your tears


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Mary Bridget

Date:

06/11/2001

Comments

What a beautiful website and memorial to someone so very special. I am so sorry for your loss. I too am a nurse...a RN... There's a special place for nurses in heaven...and I think your dear Amanda is still "caring" for you all from that special place. God bless you and you are in my prayers.


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matt(cousin)

Date:

06/11/2001

Comments

hi i love you and miss you a aunt randy i am in school


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Lupe

06/10/2001

Comments

I'm so sorry for your loss. Amanda's murder really saddened me. I, very unfortunately, went to high school with and knew one of the animals who took her away from you. I have been curious about what kind of person Amanda was, what she looked like and I'm glad I found her web site. I saw what a caring and loving person she was. I feel unfortunate that I never met her.


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mikal(her best cousin)

06/08/2001

Comments

hey girl its been a while since i've written you, maybe its because i still cant believe that your no longer here to throw stuff at movies with me or tell my problems and stuff. well i got to go and ill be back tomorrow or something

p.s i got a lotto ticket and maybe you can help me out a little bit? thanks and i love you a lot


Signer_FullName:

matt(cousin)

Date:

06/08/2001

Comments

hello i am just in school after a final i just wanted to tell you that i miss you and love you


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matt

Date:

06/05/2001

Comments

hi im in school thinking of you love you


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Aunt Randy

 

Date:

05/27/2001

Comments

My dearest Amanda. Once again, I have been here many times and have not written. I know you know about the awards Alex received and I know you are so proud of him. As I am. We both wanted so badly to call you and tell you about his day. He misses you so very much Amanda. We all do. We love you today and always. Be at peace sweetie. Love now and forever, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName:

matt

Date:

05/26/2001

Comments

i am so sorry for all the times that i argued with you disobeyed you and started with you i so angry with my self an i feel like im a bad person i apologize for everything and know that you forgive and i thank you and love you very muck good night 5/26


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matt [cousin]

Date:

05/26/2001

Comments

i love you very much and miss you bye


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J.M.

05/26/2001

Comments

I was told simply to not go anywhere out of the house after dark, no, I am not blaming her, I am just trying to keep myself from ending up on a web page here. I really believe that ALL teenagers must go to boarding school as soon as they hit their teen years! And on top of that, the boarding schools should be compulsory-NOT an option! Will be one good way for those marauders to be kept at bay!


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Leisha Dishmon

05/25/2001

Comments

No words will ever give you comfort and the memories sting the core of your souls. I know, I too lost a treasured loved one to cold blooded murder. My sister was 5 months pregnant, beaten to death then burned. This site is so beautiful a tribute and is a comfort to me in its existence. I see I am not alone. Neither is she. She is with my baby sister on the other side. I am so sorry!!!!! Love you, Leisha


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matt [cousin]

05/23/2001

Comments

hey i miss you and im thinking about you all the time and i love you and miss you


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Stacy Hernandez

05/23/2001

Comments

My heart goes out to you all. I think we sometimes forget how cruel the world really is out there. It is unfair that we have monsters like that roaming our streets and we don't know when they're even standing right next to us. I pray that justice will be served to the fullest. Amanda, I know you're in God's hands now. I hope you forever watch out for your family until ya'll meet again. May God ease your pain that unfortunately will never go away. You all are in my prayers. If I can be of any help please contact me.


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Meredith Papkoff

05/22/2001

Comments

Amanda, Its May 22nd, 2001 and yet again, still & forever I miss you a lot. I take your picture with me everywhere, its in my wallet and whenever my friends look at my wallet and see your picture they tell me how PRETTY you are, and they feel the pain that we ALL have gone through now & forever. I love you Amanda Love you always, Meredith XoXoXoXoXoXoXoXo


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Judi Walker

05/16/2001

Comments

I am so sorry for the loss of Amanda. She sounds like a wonderful you lady with so much going for her and so much to look forward to. I am praying for justice for Amanda.


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Mommy

05/06/2001

Comments

Hi my beautiful girl. I really missed you on Fri. I think about you every day and night. What is left of my heart cries everyday. I love you, from the ground tp the sky. Mommy


Signer_FullName:

Kathy

04/28/2001

Comments

I would like to thank Ella for the wonderful message she left in my Guest book. I know that your grief for Amanda is very devastating and I know how it has touched your life and the lives of her family. My heart goes out to all of you and you are in my prayers always. Thank you for visiting Kristie's site. HUGS Kathy--Kristie's Mom Forever


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Kathy

04/28/2001

Comments


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Robyn

04/22/2001

Comments

I am so sorry. I feel you. http://jasonburgeson.tripod.com


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Meredith Lauren Papkoff

Amanda I miss you so much I luv you :)

04/22/2001

Comments

Amanda I love you, I miss you, I wish you were here with us still and always, Happy 24th Birthday a little belated , but I was thinking about you then, now, forever and always. <3 I love you always & forever <3 Meredith Lauren Papkoff (your cousin who loves you alot) P.S. Thank you for looking over our ENTIRE family now & forever and always. P.P.S. I love you amanda; stay strong always and forever.. And, that also means you too Aunt Lorri I love you MWWWWAAAAAAAAAAA


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Aunt Randy

04/22/2001

Comments

My Manda, I'm so sorry I haven't written you. I've been here every day but just don't know what to say anymore. All I know is that I love you and miss you more every day. You are always in my heart and my thoughts. I love you sweetie. Always, Aunt Randy


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jan clark

04/20/2001

Comments

Your daughter is beautiful and I can appreciate her career choice, as I too am a nurse. My sister's daughter, Peyton, was murdered in 2/24/99, Denver, Co, at the age of 24. She too was an angel. We feel your loss. Your site touched my soul so much I am going to send it to my sister, Pat. I know she will experience the same feeling I did when I read about your beautiful daughter and her family. Even though I have never met you and your family, I do know you. God bless. Love Jan


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CAROL ROGERS

04/18/2001

Comments

God bless all of you and give you some peace. What a wonderful tribute to someone who was truly wonderful.


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Kathy

04/16/2001

Comments

You have made a beautiful site for Amanda. It is so sad that these site are a part of our lives. As a mother of a murdered child, my heart goes out to you. You and your family or in my prayers. You can see my daughter site at http://angelfire.com/nd/kelly/. I am so sorry for your loss and the animals that did this are living high with no thought to what they have done. HUGS Kathy--Kristie's Mom Forever


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Josie Dyer

04/12/2001

Comments

That was beautiful, and I know how you feel. I lost my son and were still fighting for justice. That's the sick part of it. I love you all Josie


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Andree Naud

04/09/2001

Comments

I cannot possibly imagine the pain and never want to experience it, but my heart and thoughts for today are all yours and Amanda's. Andree ON, Canada


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Amanda

04/09/2001

Comments

To the family~ I'm so sorry for your lost. I cant imagine the pain. God bless you and be with you through the hard times.


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chan and kelly

04/04/2001

Comments

amanda we love you and miss you terribly.


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CHAN@KELLY EDWARDS

04/04/2001

Comments

amanda we love you and miss you terribly.


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chan and kelly

04/04/2001

Comments


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Mom

04/04/2001

Comments

Hey you, I was just thinking about you and thought I'd send you al short and sweet message. I love you. From the GROUND to the SKY. (You understand)


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marlene

04/01/2001

Comments

this is a beautiful remembrance to your amanda starr


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Paula

04/01/2001

Comments

I found this and thought it was a nice thought, for all of you and Amanda ..... an Eskimo Legend .

Perhaps they are not stars in the sky , but rather openings where our loved ones shine down to let us know they are happy .

To your Amanda ... shining forever brightly !


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Karen-Jamie's Mom

03/31/2001

Comments

I wanted to let you know that your family is still in my prayers. The pictures are wonderful. Amanda was a beautiful woman. You can see how special she was even through just a photo. God Bless You.


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Mommy

03/31/2001

Comments

Hi baby, I just saw your site with the pictures on it. You look beautiful. I was right, you will always be, young and beautiful. From the ground to the sky. I LOVE you, now and always. MOMMY


Signer_FullName:

Mommy

03/29/2001

Comments

I'm sorry I haven't been here for a while, but it's been hard being here without you. I missed you on your birthday, it was our first without each other. I know you see me and I feel you. I will always love you no matter how long we are apart. I will be with you one day and then we can be happy again. I love you from the ground to the sky, now and always.


Signer_FullName:

mommy

03/29/2001

Comments

Hi my love. I hope you are safe and at peace. I missed you on your birthday, it turned into a tough day and night. I know you see me and know how I am feeling, but I just need to tell you again, I love you from the ground to the sky, and always will miss you. Wait for me. We will be together again. I love you now and always.


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Cynthia Hogan

03/27/2001

Comments

GOD will take care of you , may He bless you and give you peace and consolation.

With Love Cynthia


Signer_FullName:

Michelle

03/24/2001

Comments

Hi. I really don't know what to say. I don't even know exactly why I came across this site but I did. Amanda's exactly 1 day less than 6 years older than me & even though I never had the chance to meet her, I feel awful about what happened. I'm glad her family's making her memory live on through this site by sharing her story with the world. I just want to let you know that I admire your strength and courage through all that has happened.

You're all in my thoughts.

Love, Michelle


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Andrea

03/22/2001

Comments

your story has brought tears to my eyes. People just have no right to take someone's life. Amanda did all she could to save herself, but the animals only had one thing on their mind, she had such a cruel death and hope with all my heart justice is done and they get death. I hope you get the courage to move on and see justice done for Amanda.


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Andrea

03/22/2001

Comments


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cousin matt

03/19/2001

Comments

happy birthday much love forever


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cousin matt

03/19/2001

Comments

Amanda, I cant believe your gone. I think about the past the fun, you yelling at me. i cant believe i cant talk to you anymore. i cant hear you yell at me. I cant hear your voice. Amanda starr I'll will love you for ever


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Aunt Randy

03/18/2001

Comments

This is all very hard for me Amanda. I should be calling you right now and waking you up to wish you a Happy 24th Birthday. Instead, I have to write it. I know you are with me today as I am with you. That is the way it will always be from now on. I love you so very much. I know you are in a better place. I will think of all of the good times we have had and concentrate on those today. After all, it is your day sweetie. I love you now and always. You will always have a very special place in my heart. All my love, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName:

MARLENE

03/18/2001

Comments

HAPPY 24TH BIRTHDAY, YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS TODAY


Signer_FullName:

Ashley

Comments

As a female nursing student, researching the death penalty I came upon this tribute. Your stories really touched me and I only pray that justice for this heinous crime will be served. God Bless. Love, Ashley


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Tracy Ann Ramirez

Comments

I hope that your family has closure to what has become and I will always keep you and the family in my prayers. God Bless You and all of your family.


Signer_FullName:

Aunt Randy

Comments

My Manda. Today marks 3 months since you were taken from us. I miss you more today then ever before. It seems like it's been an eternity. How am I going to make it through the rest of my life without you? How can it be possible that I cannot speak to you and laugh at the silly jokes you used to tell me. I think about you every day. From the minute my eyes open until they close at night. Every day I ask why this happened to YOU!!!!! The only comfort I have is knowing that you are safe now. Now, we are left here to just exist. My life is forever changed and will never be the same again. I no longer ask for anything from, whomever, I ask it of you. You always came through. You were the best and I just hope you know how much I love you, now and forever.

My love to you always, Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName:

David K. McConnell

Comments

My deepest sympathy, may God give you the comfort that only he can provide.


Signer_FullName:

Meredith L. Papkoff

 

Comments

I love you.. I always do my homework from college with you right in front of me, hoping your smartness will seep into me. <3 :) Love you always Meredith


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Date:

02/22/2001

Comments

JUST TO LET YOU KNOW I'M HERE FOR YOU


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your cousin mike

02/20/2001

Comments

hay girl, I miss you a lot and i love you


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Aunt Shari

02/16/2001

Comments

For those of you who will never know Amanda you must help our family realize justice and help bring Amanda's' murderers to me. I want them to know our pain. I want them to suffer as we do and Amanda did. People, call, no, insist on an eye for an eye. Enough liberal bullshit. Animals MUST be treated as the predators they are. Don't let her down. She would never let you down. Don't put these thieves of beauty and honesty win. Take a stand. Contact your congressman and insist on a barbaric end for these punks. They slaughtered a Starr that would light your skies forever. Take our rights back and help us . 


Signer_FullName:

Aunt Shari

02/16/2001

Comments

For those of you who have not had the honor of knowing my niece, Amanda, I just want to tell you that you have been robbed. You will never benefit from her compassion, humor, empathy, and unconditional love. For that you must see that justice is done and sentence these animals.


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Steven S. Lee, RN

02/14/2001

Comments

I will send private e-mail. Steve


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Ellen

02/10/2001

Comments

None of us ask to be in this group, but know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. You are not alone in this time of pain. Stay strong, it is possible. I am still fighting for justice after 22 years, but I never forget who I am fighting for. When you feel weak, ask for strength, and it will come from Amanda and Jesus. They will fight with you, and love you through it all. God Bless

Ellen May Livingston, TX


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Mommy

02/08/2001

Comments

My Miss Amanda, I love and miss you more each and every day. From the ground to the sky. Rest in Peace.


Signer_FullName:

Kristin

02/07/2001

Comments

Amanda, I never got the chance to meet you, but from what I hear of your family members sorrows and your cousin Mike's troubles, you were a great person. It's unfortunate that 2 creatures (humans would not do this) needed to get pleasure out of doing this. Here is a poem that is one of my favorites and from what I hear you fulfilled every word of it.

When you were born you were the one who was crying live your life so that when you die you are the one who's smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Kristin


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brother ian

01/31/2001

Comments

sister i will always remember you in my dreams and in my heart. I use to think that I could never go on with life but then I realized that now you will always be with me every where i go. I also know that i love you and you love me. Some times we would have fights about the dumbest things but some how some way no matter how bad it was we just couldn't stay away from each other. I felt so sorry for what i have done to you in the past but i realized that all that stuff was in the past and no one can change that. I love you sister and I miss you more than anything in the world but I know that you're in a better place now and i want you to know that I love you more than life itself.


Signer_FullName:

Karen

01/31/2001

Comments

Although I never met Amanda, I feel as though I knew her through her Aunt Randy - in the past 2 1/2 years I have known Randy, she has spoken very often of her dear niece. During the week this terrible crime happened, my entire family grieved for you all. I am so sorry for your terrible loss. My prayers and thoughts are with you daily.


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Monica

01/29/2001

Comments

Here's part of a poem that helped get me through the loss of a loved one:

You can not say You must not say That she is dead She's just away With a cheery smile And a wave of a hand She's wandered off into an unknown land And left us feeling How very dear The need must be For her to linger there..

My faith in God and my belief that there is a Heaven, keeps me strong. I know one day we'll all be united in a space that knows no pain or suffering. Your Amanda Starr will be waiting to greet you, but until that day.. look to the sky, knowing she's looking back.

My prayers and thoughts are with you..

Monica


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Rachael

01/29/2001

Comments

I'm sorry I didn't have the chance to know this wonderful person. I wish I would have. May God hold you in the palm of His hand, especially you Amanda. Love always and 4ever, Rachael


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Aunt Randy

01/28/2001

Comments

Amanda, now you are officially a shining star. You will shine brightly forever in the sky as well as in my heart. I love you more then you will ever know. Always, Aunt Randy


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Aunt Randy

01/27/2001

Comments

Amanda, your work has begun again. Please take care of Kelly's baby. I know you will love that baby like your own. I miss you very much today and always. All my love now and forever. Aunt Randy


Signer_FullName:

kippy

01/27/2001

Comments

Amanda,

Please take care of the baby.


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Paula E. Davis

01/23/2001

Comments

Amanda you are such shining star for your family and everyone you touched .

Well , you have touched my heart and soul very deeply.

As I gaze up at the night sky and see a star shining brightly ... I will always think of Amanda Starr and feel a little closer to all of you who loved her so .

*Peace*


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Elia

01/23/2001

Comments

I will never forget how your unbiased advice helped me in my everyday life. Thank you for letting me into yours. I will forever cherish all our talks and times together, I wish there had been more, but will always treasure the ones we had very deep within my heart. I miss you and love you more than you will ever know.

---Elia


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Brian,Elia,Brenda,Emilio,Christian,Mathew

01/23/2001

Comments

You will for ever be in our hearts and minds, WE LOVE YOU HAKUNAMATATA!!!!!! (Ha-Ha)


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Aunt Randy

01/22/2001

Comments

Just wanted to say goodnight sweetie. I love you always.

Aunt Randy


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Jim, Kippy, Christine, Samantha & Brooke Ann

01/22/2001

Comments

You are so very loved and missed by all. Watch over us all. We love and miss you.


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Aunt Randy

01/22/2001

Comments

Love you Amanda. Today and always.

Forever, Aunt Randy


 
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marlene

01/21/2001

Comments

You are so missed, however I know that your soul and spirit will be passed on forever


 


 





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